Dead Confederate - Heavy Petting

Heavy petting, come up breathing
Heavy petting, stand there grieving
Skin is shedding, blood is letting
Hands are ready, for heavy petting
Over and over I'm ashamed
I'm keeping myself awake
Over and over I'm a-
Pushing in it, bound to break it
I can't wake it, laying naked
Over and over I'm ashamed
I'm keeping myself awake
Over and over I'm a-
Over and over I'm ashamed
I like it, like it
I'm keeping myself awake today
I have to try